Oneness and MORE than I AM.

Early on in my non-spiritual path,  I was just like any other human beings on this planet.  And that is, I have many attachments, be it to an idea, addiction and needs and in the many past lifetimes, my attachments caused me to go into directions that were not helpful towards my ascension or to help towards bringing my gifts and share my gifts to all the people on this planet so they could become more than they are.  My attachments caused me to raise myself above all others and see myself as a separate self.  This was especially true during my past lifetimes where I was in royalty positions, positions of power where I have power and control to do anything and everything I desire.  In fact, I could be spiritual and I could even acknowledge others as my brothers and sisters, but when things changed to threaten my self-serving identity, my self-serving needs then I will change from being one with the all, to just being separate from the rest and manipulate/change others to be like me by u

Working now as a health care assistant/nursing assistant after abandoning the lucrative tech world which had allowed me to earn a high income, live in luxury and have a comfortable lifestyle.  I now have the opportunity to meet people who are in need of help for which I would not have the opportunity to if I stayed in the tech world.  While 50% of our personal life is used to resolve any karma you have in this and in many past lifetimes, the other 50% of our personal life is used to provide both vertical and horizontal service, which is depicted on the Cross.  The horizontal bar of the cross represents service to life; helping the needy and serving your fellow brothers and sisters on this planet or known as the "Omega" aspect.  The vertical bar of the cross represents the "Alpha" aspect, helping your fellow brothers and sisters raise their consciousness beyond their current level.  Sometimes, this will entail challenging their current level of consciousness, thei

My life became as any other normal human being, educated and trained to be obedient to the law and do exactly what society wants us to do.  Be a good boy or girl, work hard and then perhaps God will let you into his kingdom when you die.  But I never believed that.  Then one day, I contracted a serious illness and was almost dying when a Christian told me to pray for Jesus.  I never knew how to pray let alone being religious.  I even HATE JESUS for I loved having sex and being a control freak and I always view Jesus as an enemy of me because of what I did.  But when I was almost all out of options, I succumbed to my pride and prayed for his salvation.  And then, Jesus came to me and filled me with immense LOVE.  Divine love that I needed.  The intense warmth and the glow of light surrounded me.  I felt so shameful and so regretful for what I had done in this life and many past lifetimes.  But Jesus forgave me for what I've done.  From then on, I was encouraged to study the 2 year P